-020; money spent on empty living

-Tuesday, January 31, 2006

-000and everyday's the worst day ev er

went to zhimin's house for mahjong today where she won nearly all the games in a row -.-
it was fun until that. haha. but anyway i didnt lose money so only steph and vany had to pay her.
and then uh went to orchard.
vany's sister and two boy cousins were there
extremely annoying because they followed us everywhere and bugged us
everyone got so angry at them
they especially picked on me because when one of the boy cousins took vany's worksheet and came to help vany take it away because they were crumpling it and folding it and she has to pass it up. so i tried to get it away and they dont know when to stop you know? so when they were going to tear her worksheet i got so angry and scolded them and took the boy's cap and threw it away. but vany finally got it back anyway
so then they didnt like me and they kept shooting the bubble tea bubbles at me and vany and the rest but esp at me i guess. then after that they took vany's worksheet again. THEN after that they were kicking these stones right while we were walking along the mall and stuff and then people kept staring at us because they were kicking the stones in front. so i picked up the stone when they kicked it right at me and i threw it in the dustbin and they got mad i guess. well i was mad too. and so you know the little brown balls inside plant pots? they took a bunch of them and threw them at me while i was walking in front. yeah. i ignored them anyway.

and you might think thats the end of it buttttt. in taka they started irritaing others and i really got pissed so when vany's sister was in front of me and stepped on her shoe and she couldnt walk. then she kicked me and kicked steph too.

and THEN. in art friends since they hated me so much they decided to use the spray can and sprayed it on my hair. i sort of ignored them and talked and laughed and stuff like i didnt care and then they sprayed it on my jacket and i got really angry so zhimin and steph and i went to talk to the person behind then counter and the three of them ran away.

so we thought good they wont come back but they did and they were trying to spray me again whem zhimin got so pissed and scolded them haha. and then we managed to go to the other section of art friends without them noticing us and escaped through the other exit ha.ha.ha.

heeeelll. fff heh i know i really shouldnt have done all those stuff but i guess i couldnt control my anger so well. the only thing that kept be from kicking them and screaming was to spare the other people in the mall. everyone was so pissed lah haha. vany's sister and her cousins really dont know when to stop and thats amazing.. they're just wasting their life away you know? sec 1 and still so..i dont know. luckily, vany's not so bad haha.

i wasnt sposed to post all that but when i mentioned them i got so angry i couldnt stop. heh. anyway, no more posting for at least a week or two or three or four. okay. ta

why do i keep torturing myself
when i know the truth but everytime i try to instill it in me
i go crazy a little more

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k >> LA VOISINE

hi. my name is sarah tan but i dont like it, esp. the 'tan' part.
my alter egos are 'rah', 'snoopy', 'bloop', 'blobb', 'raspberry' and 'chicken little'
im 14 going on 15 and used to study in sis, ngeeann, hpps and now mgs (1d'04, 2e'05, 3h'06)
the most important thing about me is my brithday(050591)
that should be easy enough.
i used to play badminton and now softball
i love god

{what i do.}
cool brown, sky blue, lime green.
lightning, storms.
vv lotr, taxi, spirited away.

{what i dont.}
celery.
people chewing with their mouths open.
people staring.
people pronouncing their 'th' but use 'd.
hypocrites. fakes.
when people say 'i dont like people who chew with their mouths open'. so if your friend does that you dont like her anymore?
i guess i realise that disliking people or what they do means i need to get a life, so yes. i've pretty much gotten over these stuff, because, who cares?
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